Dawn

Just after having finished my prayer at Fajr I feel that my heart doesn't make any beating sound perceptible to my senses. Normally I feel it when it beats and just right now, well since yesterday, it feels so good, like nothing is bothering me. I hear the birds singing and it's just so good to hear that. And also it's something I felt yesterday about myself while I was praying. I felt that my body was getting separated or apart from my inner self. I was almot looking at my face from my left side. That was something strange , odd, that happened yesterday. And also I could feel like I was a kind of doll that only moved the jaw, but there was no full stomach, no food, no liquids and just that person praying aloud, it was strange what I felt. Well I think I am going to post the birds play. Yes... And you will hear cars and birds. It's so cold outside right now. So beautiful. as well. Well bye bye for now. People are waking up and starting making up those noises...

Salam,

Maryam